Bruh, let me tell you.
I was out here enjoying my day. I played nicely with others and I didn’t even need to resort to my go to my personal negro spirituals on my lunch break. I LIVED.
I embraced the non watered down version of myself today and even kept to my pledge to “stay on the sidewalk”. Because of it, I can say I had the best day outside of my house that I have had in a good long while.
Until I got off work.
I truly couldn’t begin to tell you what set me off walking outside of the building. Whatever it was is still riding with me. Simmering just below the surface. Waiting to overflow on the first person to provoke me.
I’m kind of hoping someone does open the forum for me to show up and show out. It has been a while since I have allowed myself to come ALL the way unglued. Maybe it will work as some sort of release for me to get my undefined anger out.
Since I don’t really want to go all the way into my feelings tonight I’m going to step away from the computer.
New chapter of Coffee will be posted in the morning!
Til then, stay inquisitive my friends.