212, Struggling, and Tired

Today is my three year wedding anniversary and the last thing I feel like doing is celebrating. I know, I know. That sounds really harsh and I wish I didn't feel that way but I'm just trying to be honest here. I love my wife and I am so happy that we have spent another … Continue reading 212, Struggling, and Tired

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Signs an anxiety attack is looming and the morning after.

Once I logged off, I took a moment to see if I could find a pattern of symptoms that signify an attack is eminent and I am beginning to notice a pattern leading up to them. Muscle tension in the back of my head about two weeks before the onset of an anxiety attack. When … Continue reading Signs an anxiety attack is looming and the morning after.

Anxiety attack in 5…4…3…2…

Let's see if this helps any. Today has been a pretty good day. I did a lot of lounging around the house and binge watching on Hulu. We took a break in the day to go to the beauty supply because Tre is making another effort to try and learn her hair and take better … Continue reading Anxiety attack in 5…4…3…2…

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