212, Struggling, and Tired

Today is my three year wedding anniversary and the last thing I feel like doing is celebrating. I know, I know. That sounds really harsh and I wish I didn't feel that way but I'm just trying to be honest here. I love my wife and I am so happy that we have spent another … Continue reading 212, Struggling, and Tired

Get in my belly!

I've been eating my feelings. I feel myself slowly slipping back into depression and I can't stand it! Some days I wish I was still a smoker or at the very least a drinker. Both of which were my self medications of choice. Since deciding that I want to live longer, I've been trying to … Continue reading Get in my belly!